this is my wall. all time low six feet under the stars. this deserves credit cause it took me forever to cut all those letters out and stick all those music notes on gaaaaahhh. I love it so much though. Favourite song
love this
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I need someone…
Just ignore this post. I need to get this off my chest but i cant talk to anyone about it.
Im vunerable, im not confident, im not cocky, im not the person i let people believe i am. Im lost and distant and at this point in time…i cant control my emotions. Its like a frenzy inside of my head. I cant keep going on like this. I feel.so awful all the time and im starting to.push people that help me away. I have felt myself change…i can feel myself still changing.
The dreams and nightmares i have…they are unbearable. I keep dreaming about the past. Im going to type all this out because i havent.really got many people i know on here and the people that do follow me..i trust. So, i suffer from/have suffered from…. - anxiety - paranoia - severe depression - insomnia - bullying - self harm - suicidal thoughts - panic attacks - low self esteem - trust issues - eating dissorders - abuse
And the main one. I was a victim of a paedophile. When i was just 12 years old. I have tried so so hard to get over it but i just cant. It broke me..into a million pieces. I felt like my entire world glazed over. To see the look on my parents faces…it still breaks my heart. I would sit and cry for hours and hours and i turned to self harm. This will stay with me forever. I lost all confidence and my self esteem plumited. I couldnt handle it. I thought i could face it alone. I thought it was okay to bottle it up. Well because i didnt open up about it, i am still suffering. At the time, i was going through family issues and i was being bullied verbally and i was cyber bullied. The person that did this to me…he made me feel wanted. Like i could do anything….like i was special. What a stupid idiot i was. Its sick and disgusting. I am still suffering because i was young and vunerable and hurt.
I want to help anyone who is being bullied. You think you can handle it? Look what happened to me. Suffering.
Dont suffer in silence.
I need someone…
Just ignore this post. I need to get this off my chest but i cant talk to anyone about it.
Im vunerable, im not confident, im not cocky, im not the person i let people believe i am. Im lost and distant and at this point in time…i cant control my emotions. Its like a frenzy inside of my head. I cant keep going on like this. I feel.so awful all the time and im starting to.push people that help me away. I have felt myself change…i can feel myself still changing.
The dreams and nightmares i have…they are unbearable. I keep dreaming about the past. Im going to type all this out because i havent.really got many people i know on here and the people that do follow me..i trust. So, i suffer from/have suffered from…. - anxiety - paranoia - severe depression - insomnia - bullying - self harm - suicidal thoughts - panic attacks - low self esteem - trust issues - eating dissorders - abuse
And the main one. I was a victim of a paedophile. When i was just 12 years old. I have tried so so hard to get over it but i just cant. It broke me..into a million pieces. I felt like my entire world glazed over. To see the look on my parents faces…it still breaks my heart. I would sit and cry for hours and hours and i turned to self harm. This will stay with me forever. I lost all confidence and my self esteem plumited. I couldnt handle it. I thought i could face it alone. I thought it was okay to bottle it up. Well because i didnt open up about it, i am still suffering. At the time, i was going through family issues and i was being bullied verbally and i was cyber bullied. The person that did this to me…he made me feel wanted. Like i could do anything….like i was special. What a stupid idiot i was. Its sick and disgusting. I am still suffering because i was young and vunerable and hurt.
I want to help anyone who is being bullied. You think you can handle it? Look what happened to me. Suffering.
Dont suffer in silence.
Hey you guys! sorry i havnt re blogged anything for ages… Been on holliday in spain! heres a pic of me and Bre (: holiday pics ?
Artist and Model: me
ledabaya:
Reblogging this again, love it, see the latest purple one? love them all
Via Rhiannon Canning
roguedisney asked: Can I just say that you're work is simply stunning? I was just creeping (politely!) and was totally amazed. I've been getting more and more interested in make-up, mostly special effects stuff, but you are truly gifted. I tip my expensive silk top hat to you, fair lady :)
You’re too sweet! why thank you! and im taking a course on theatrical makeup and special effects at the moment, amazing stuff! il put some of my special effects makeup up soon :) i hope you have a great day lovely! :D
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Hi you guys ;)My name is Leda and im quite new!
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